"Sme days I feel great at detaching - this afternoon I've really been missing her. Hate the way it claws you back - but perhaps this prevents us from dropping the rope completely?"
It's up and down. I hate it, but each time it hurts less and lasts less time. Progress right? I think even when we decide to drop the rope and stop standing, it's going to hurt. We love these people. I think my H will always be a sadness to me, but one day I hope it's just a pang, and then my super hot rich young latin lover snaps me out of it
M: 9 yrs T: 13 yrs H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs Dbing 12/12 S 1/13 7/13 H moved back in basement. 8/13 #3 born 10/13 still cheating 10/13 He moves across country, I file for D
