Good insight, NG. Even tho sometimes it feels like it'll kill us it won't.

Casting the hurt aside an pasting on a smiley face only helps to a certain extent.

Like Scarlett, "I'll think about that tomorrow" but by the time you get to tomorrow there's so much hurt you just can't deal with it.

Last week I woke up early in the morning and started thinking about past times, good times and was very sad but I kept telling myself, "I'm NOT going to cry" resist, resist, resist.

But then I decided I would just surrender to the feelings and so I did. And I did cry and it last about 3 minutes and then I was done.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss