Portia,

isn't it amazing that just when you think your heart is shattered you find some remaining shred that can still hurt?

Sorry you find yourself in pain - again.

I think you have a good goal for yourself. Keep your focus on that - and maybe plan for some sort of treat for yourself. You certainly deserve something to look forward to.

I see the ow is setting up camp in your mind again. frown I'm the last one to talk - but you know that letting her in your head doesn't help.

Keep breathing. I'm sending you hugs. (((Portia)))

Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.