and she still says she does not know what she wants to do. However, to me, it is still awful.
Yes, I get "we don't know what's going to happen to us". I figure that is better than "we are finished". I agree it does hurt. I'm 6 months into my sitch so doesn't hurt as much. I just don't analyze or give a lot of thought to things she says or does any longer. But I do go through some cycles of feeling really down at times. But it passes.
Sounds to me like you are doing great - all things considered.
