Still treading water

[Grizz]

VG, thanks for the reminder. Trying to analyze it will get me nowhere.

I hate to stay this because it could change tomorrow, but my sitch is not as bad right now as others on here. We are still in the same house, sometimes the same bed, we talk and she still says she does not know what she wants to do. However, to me, it is still awful.

I have not initiated any R talk recently. I have surprised myself with my acting "as if" around W. I have been able to talk to her without being distant and cold. No way this happens a month ago. I am definitely faking it some but W only sees the calm "friendly" me.