Is there light at the end of the tunnel Part 1?

[Bel123]

So with that, let's circle back to you. What are you working on? What are your goals? Who do you want to be?

We'll let’s see... I've been working out at least 3 times a week (I've been feeling unattractive for a while and need that boost of self-confidence). I've been eating better, smoking less (the plan is 7 by March 15 and 4 by April 15 and so far I've only went above the 7 one time when I was out at the bar. I've been spending more quality time with S. I was doing before but more now since the weather is getting better as well. We went to the new MLK Jr. Memorial, Air and Space Museum, and an Art Museum. He is only 16 months old but its fun having him run around and looking amazed of the big things. Usually it would have been W that would have me do these things and even if I did not admit them, I enjoyed it so now I am enjoying it with my S. I've been going to the book store and reading drinking my hot chocolate. I've been reading relationship and self-help books but I need to ease out of those since I have to let it all sink in and really believe if it is meant to be it is meant to be. Not to say I will not improve myself but you know what I mean.

I'm trying to find more/new GAL so maybe I will look into taking some sort of a class. I need to find time since I really don't have as much time with a toddler and busy work but I know I need to devote some time just for myself and find things that peak my interest. I'll let you know what I come up with.