AZ, just read your story. Sorry you're going through this, bc I'm going through something very similar. However, I've decided to let go of my desire to be with my H.
What matters is that you don't feel that you NEED your XW to want your M back to be happy. You can have that be your goal, but your life shouldn't be put on hold.
GAL, keep an open mind, better yourself, and everything will fall into place.
