Yes M1. I am trying to save JP pain. In my sitch I was so hyper focused on rings being on, OM, Lawyers, if she cooked for me, you name it.

You have 2 choices:

1. File and Get a D
2. Not file, work on yourself, and reinvent your M down the road. WHICH requires YOU to start working on yourself ASAP, look inward, do some serious self growth (fix your anxiety/fear and panic which I am guessing stems from childhood). Don't post on your thread what your W is doing. Post what you are doing to fix your sandbox.

Re-read how you are worried about how worried you are about her having EA and how you can't monitor it so it drives you crazy. That is not health bro. I did it too. I actually still have urges. Like trying to quit Marlboro Reds but all your friends smoke. I get it