She also has not planted any seeds yet, and it is getting time, so maybe that is a sign also.

If we D, then my staying with my MIL when in the States becomes maybe a problem. I adore the kids, but son lives mostly in the UK now (school) and D may be going to school in Stockholm. I work for a US company, so where to live if this really all falls apart?

Suppressed panic feelings -

Does it have to be concrete how the future will be during the discussion tomorrow?

My BIL and nephew (my sister's side) are coming in July - how ironic to have to move just when they are here.

I can feel anger and resentment if I think about having to leave the house.

Luke

M58, xW54
S22, D18
M 1984, D 2016
Living a new life.