Yeah, I honestly think that if it weren't for my wife being out of my life, I could say this is the happiest and most well-adjusted I've been in years. Like you said, the next trick is to get the point where I KNOW in my heart that I'll be okay with or without her. Right now, I'm just faking it til I make it.
Without any contact, I wonder how she could be attracted back. I guess I just need to have faith in the process.
