Also yesterday, W left the kids at the house for about an hour and a half to "run errands". She let me know via text when she was leaving and didn't give me details on what "errands" she was running, but when I was leaving the office and headed to campus I called the kiddos on the home phone, and the oldest informed me that W was just now getting back - "like, literally just walked in the door" as she put it.
This bothered me. I don't know why, but it did. I acted "as if" it didn't and didn't ask any questions about it and played it off fine externally, but internally my thoughts raced and my emotions were affected. I realize this means I need to detach more, but I guess I'm just logging. At the time I knew in my head it shouldn't bother me, but it did.
Also also, I just got off the morning call with W. One of the songs on one of the cd's I made her back when I was pursuing her (for a year) was playing in the background. Is she listening to them again? For a reason or just because she likes that song? It doesn't matter, PM! DETACH!
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.
