Hey TnD.

Just checking in. It sounds like you are still in a very bad painful place. Hang in there, you will have better days.

AJM is right - set some goals for you to focus on. Turning the spotlight OFF the MLC makes it a little easier for the LBS to cope with.

I'd like to hear about some of your goals. smile

Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.