I didn't sleep at all. I am on the verge of loosing it just thinking about wife talking with OM. Tried breathing, reading, just am hyper focused. Will not goto work, maybe take something to make me sleep, idk. I am a mess and even my logic is not coming through for me right now. I know I can't react to my fears or I will forever regret it.


M46,W41
D16,D18
M22,T25
BD 11/12
W moved out 01/13
Piecing 10/13
Divorced 01/15
"Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can."
UrWorthy