My two cents on ADs (which I've taken two types of and come off of twice): check out books on cognitive behavioral therapy, such as the idiot's guide series. The knowledge in them seems more of a real, lasting, cure than the bandaid that ADs are.
Good luck making music, NLS, let it flow -
Luke
M58, xW54 S22, D18 M 1984, D 2016 Living a new life.