I struggle with the same feelings, GTO. recently, I started feeling like I was pretty much done DBing, with the exception of the 180's I am doing for myself. A little over a week ago I got sucked back onto the roller coaster. I am starting to think that there must be a happy medium somewhere between overly detached and caring too much. If you can find that balance, DBing could continue forever. It is when you get too wound up thinking about it that it becomes so discouraging.
If it is any consolation, I am sure those interactions that make it hard for you, are hard for him too. How could he get you out of his mind....He's thinking about you. Stay strong, Lady!
