Hey Blake. I hate to hear how frustrated and down you are. It seemed like things were improving several weeks ago. You have been in your sitch much longer than I have been in mine so it is tough for me to offer much advice except do what will ultimately make you happy.
I hope things get better. I will keep checking in.
M 37 W 36 T22 M14 D8 D4 8/2012 distanced BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.) W move out date: June 8th.