I saw the same thing in your latest post and similarities in your wife too with OM. One of these latest ones threw me for a loop. H spent a night with OW1, the next night with OW4, and then I saw him the next afternoon. He was a complete mess. I was thinking, shouldn't he be feeling like he is Fabio right now? Shouldn't this be the moment he is at the top of the cycle? What ever kind of joy he gets from this, doesn't seem to last beyond the moment. For me, I can understand that. If I were to sleep with someone without love, I think immediately afterwards I would feel shame, guilt, remorse, yuck. But I'm not expecting that from Mr. MLC. Especially when he keeps the cycle going. But what would be do without these little surprises and ah moments in the mix of everything else? smile Something has to keep us on our toes.

M38,H39
M:16Y
BD:8/12
OWDB:11/12
S:11/12-5/13
"Temp" home:6/13
OW dropped:9/13
"I love you":12/13
H ring on:2/14
Depression back:5/15
"I'm done:" 7/15
H moved out: 3/16
H moved back: 12/16
Working on us: 3/17