Day has started off badly. Just logged on to check the phone bills and found that H had been testing OW all day yesterday. I was on a course for work, and was so pleased to have him send me a text on my way home to find out if I had passed. Feel totally deflated this morning to find these other texts, all deleted from his phone too.

I know I mustn't get upset over this, detaching is HARD. I must look up my list of all the things that H does that pisses me off, that might help things along.

Off to play in the veggie garden and avoid him so I don't say anything to him about it.


Me: 49. Him: 51
M: 28 years T: 30
DD27, DD26, DD18 (still at home)
Get suspicious Sept '12
World exploded 6 Dec '12