mrtwopointfour, sorry to hear about your situation.

You are in the best place that you can be right now. Vets will start to chime in soon with some great advice.

Listen and trust the suggestions you are provided here.

Use the board for whatever you need it for - venting, journaling, receiving advice......

Everyone here has experienced something similar and will be here for support. Thoughts and prayers are with you.

Me-48,W-51
M-22,T-24
S- 18,16,9
Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date
Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch
Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only
Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork