Unfortunately I'm not surprised by the information you gave us... how do you use it to move forward NOW?
I know you mentioned wanting more time with the kids. Is getting custody on the table for you?
Are there any new 180's for you to explore?
And a response to the apology could have been. "Thank you for the apology. I really appreciate that".
Only say the 2nd sentence if you mean it. I wouldn't go as far as to apologize in return... but validating the action will go a long way - especially if your w doesn't apologize easily.
M(f): 43 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.