Hell, anymore it feels like I could do six months standing on my head! smile I just did the math (Excel) and it has been 555 days. 18 months since the bomb date. Yeah - when I read the book and they stressed patience they were not kidding!

While my parents were moving stuff into their new place yesterday she came by and just hung out. Sat by the pool, had some sangria, read a book - while our S napped and I worked on something else. She said "I forgot how relaxing the pool was". I seemed surreal - but maybe good first steps.

Crimson