Hi gabbysmom23 - the different recipes thing was only a small thing (it said so).
Good point with the no shirt on thing - not sure I'd look that attractive though - but different clothes is a good idea. Perhaps not shaving every day also (just now I shave every day, trying to look my best). Always had a dream to have the barber cut the hair really short, even bald, but maybe that is not attractive either.
Can't sleep again - feeling pressured and uneasy. W still wants to do facade on house, and now the price has gone up. I want to stay in the house even if she leaves, though am not sure what this entails financially vis a vis her.
It would probably make sense to get a second offer, if we are going to do this; some neighbors down the street had an Estonian company do their facade, for a significantly lower price I believe.
Does it make sense to say "okay we can do facade, but then I stay in the house"? Sort of meeting in the middle?
I should also find out if the house is hurt by not having the facade redone. The stucco is pretty beat up, and maybe the underlying timbers should be protected from the elements?
Dance instead of walk, Sing instead of talk, Hot instead of cold, and always, always, bold.
Gonna prune some more apple tree today to try to calm down.
Luke
M58, xW54 S22, D18 M 1984, D 2016 Living a new life.