post-D with WAW

[azguy]

Journal:
Another weekly handoff of S, and another good interaction. We arranged S's spring break plans. Talked about work. She vented a bit about her work not allowing her to make vacation plans, and difficulty in arranging for times when she is gone for work. I empathized with her. We talked about doing taxes, and other details. She said a friendly goodbye this week on the way out of the house. Sounds small, but it is a new development. Previously, she has been distant and cold towards me , and it has been very difficult for me to not take it personally (that she doesn't even respect me enough to be polite, etc. type of thoughts). So, good small progression.

My fear, of course, is that she is friendlier now, but that it will always be stuck there. If she has had any second thoughts at any point through this process, she has kept them well hidden from me. I am starting to feel that I am delusional to think she would ever want to come back to a R with me.