thanks and you are right.. sometimes gifts look like a flaming pile..lol the good thing about this is when i complete this program, she wont be able to say anything. i will have documented success and her slander wont hold water..
i guess i am so saddened by her and OM is because somewhere deep inside me, i had hope that there could be a reconciliation. no matter how stupid that sounds and i know it wont happen, i think i still held out that last little bit of hope.
there will always be another day and i am strong. i keep taking a beating and havent given up. there are days where i want to so bad. then i just look at pictures of my kids and remember that they are worth so much. i would take any beating over and over if it means i am protecting or helping my kids. i love them so much.