I had heard that some people got side effects - what a bummer.
Actually I didn't post for more than 2 years, because I was so lost I had nothing to say, and am not sure why I restarted. Changed my posting name. You have such humour and courage, and I always enjoyed your posts. I think anger is entirely appropriate to this kind of behaviour, and we need to feel it fully and work through.
A good friend of mine was angry for about three years, and recently has moved out of this phase with renewed energy. it is the people who are not angry that puzzle me. I admire them, but I don't understand them!
