Clay, I'm so sorry. But you always persevere and now this intensive program might be just what you need. I know it's tough but you do keep clawing away at it. So many people would just given up.
It's good that you recognized what was going on with you and the drugs. Sometimes gifts don't look like gifts. Sometimes they look like a flaming pile of sh!t!
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss