Thanks GTO. I really feel like an idiot. Because he is totally cake eating. He said so many things last night, ahhh. I mean, I get that he has felt me pull away. He does know that I'm ok with this ending. It's not like he said lets get back together, cause neither of us are close to there. I just got my hopes up a bit. I ket myself dream a bit. But...knight in shinning armor to the rescue for his damsel. Meanwhile, just dangle the strong, preggo wife who takes care of your kids. He's going away on an adventure race next weekend so I get the kuds 7 days.

Ugh!!! I'm not going to act on anything. That is amazing & a true gift. Because that is NOT what OWs X is doing. My H has anger issues & is just plain crazy right now. He would love nothing more than an opportunity to just get into a fight, so I see this as that.

I plan to block OWs H on FB so that this ends. But, I figured that could send him into pissed off world & he tells OW we messaged. I need to really think about what to do. H will LOSE his mind. But, do I want to be the bearer of that news?

Again, can I run away?


M: 9 yrs
T: 13 yrs
H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months
Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs
Dbing 12/12
S 1/13
7/13 H moved back in basement.
8/13 #3 born
10/13 still cheating
10/13 He moves across country, I file for D