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[littleGTO]

Hi, Tallula,

First of all-breathe.

Secondly, don't beat yourself up about sleeping w your H. You love him and were looking for that from him--any of us might make the same decision in your situation.

Third, let yourself feel the way you do. It is the only way through this, even though it is very hard.

Fourth, (((((((((((((((((hugs to you))))))))))))))))))))))

This is the roller coaster ride. UP and down and loop-d-loops. Your H is not thinking straight at all.

But, you are not crazy to have hope. That's why we are here. Even when things seem hopeless.

I'm glad you told OW's X that you can't hear these things any more. He should not be enlisting your help to get to her. It is not healthy for you.

Take care, T! You will get through this difficult time & tough T will reappear stronger!