Stuck..how do I get out???

[tiredndrained]

One more thing...just venting..im here w husband..letting him stay while he has no job n he going to just bail once he gets a job. I feel like im a dope for continuing to try n he just going to leave. I know everyone tells me not to listen to his misplaced blame but he did so much damage destroyed our family n it hurts so much whe an he acts like he can't get out soon enough when he caused everything. He actually stayed home this weekend. Might be the cause of his anger tonight. Maybe his plans got ruined. One other crazy behavior to note...he takes several baths a day for hrs ea time. I haven't been able to figure out why.