some reason thought it would all just work out (as if magical forces were at play). Hoping the marriage ferries would come and sprinkle happy dust on us lol.

True for most of us I would guess.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss