First day started off pretty well, but ended in negatively (in my head). Main reason being a few late nights that i will have to work - one of complaints earlier was feeling like a single parent. Now undid check this with her a few times before accepting the job to begin with which she said she was okay with. So once I came home that night she could read my face and we ended up having an R convo with which she provided me all sorts of comfort and reassurance about me and us. A statement that sticks with me is her saying this "is her second and last chance" and doesn't want to lose it.
Second and third day went better. I went in with PMA and a good level of confidence. I can do this and I can be awesome at it. A lot of what I have learned these past months will help me there.
Today we are having S7s bday party. He turns 8 Monday.
