Long and busy day for me - have to work both jobs after getting up before 5am to drive S20 to work crazy

H is off, haven't heard from him since yesterday morning. Today this just makes me sad.

D18 is actually more of a concern right now. She's just immersed in the party life. Hasn't had a job in over a month and shows no sign of getting one or even trying too hard. Now she has no car - admittedly not her fault but the result of which is she uses my car and returns it on "E" and smelling "funny" (which gives me a headache... in more ways than one) I told her last night my car was no longer at her service so now I haven't heard from her either.

The three sons are doing okay - thank heavens for that.

I plan to sign up at the local gym on Friday smile I'm looking forward to sweating. Not sure I can afford it, but not sure I can afford not to either. Fortunately its not a "contract" sort of gym so if I have an extra tight month I can skip.

Been scouting out local colleges too - would like to at least get an associates, or even a certificate. I've had too many lessons on the non-permanence of things to assume my wonderful job is totally secure. But it will be great to have it on my resume, at the very least.

Best run, housework beckons.

Cheers smile


Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.