I'm kind of worried that my battle may soon be over. She is obviously searching for greener grass at this point. She hasn't even hiccuped in her conviction to move on. She has been diligent since day one that she was DONE. Now, I have thought and thought about how I would handle an affair. I just don't think my heart is strong enough to get passed something like that. I will have been far too damaged from all of this. I think I would have to let go. I guess time will tell.
