Tallula,

I am so sorry you are going through this rough patch. You are sure well familiar now with the ups and downs and yes, it hurts like crazy.

It doesn't help when we think that our H's have someone to love and support them, while we don't. I have found that this thinking really keeps me down. I try really hard to get those thoughts our of my mind, but it's sometimes hard, specially when you are also going through the hormonal fluctuations.

I can only tell you that you will be having a lot of these ups and downs, but you are doing great. You are allowing yourself to feel your emotions when you are alone, you understand where you are and you get out of the bad waves. So you will as well after this one.

Be good to yourself, hug your little ones and think of the precious little boy that will come to give you more love and comfort.

(((((Tallula)))))


Me & H: 44
D7, D6, S3
Together: 20y, M: 17y
EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10
EA becomes PA: Spring 2011
H filed for D: 09/06/12
D Negotiating began 2/15
OW seemingly gone on 3/15
Still negotiating D