I was thinking about you recently and wondering how you were doing. The last time I checked in, your H was seeing a counselor and you were seeing some small amount of movement on his behalf. Is that still continuing, or has he gone back to no counselor and no changes?
Do you still feel attracted to him? It feels to me like if he would get over himself, you'd still be willing to give it a shot, and if that's the case I would think attraction would be at the root of your willingness to continue.
What's the latest?
Accuray
Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11 Start Reconcile: 8/15/11 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced) In a New Relationship: 3/2015