Wife said she was done!

[Maritimer]

Bblake1968, that’s what I will do instead of getting my own account. Nothing is written on paper just verbal agreements.

Occy01 you and Grizz are correct, I have my good days and bad days. Always with a smile and a happy mindset even if it hurts on the inside. I am continuing to detach and try not to let her choices negatively affect me.

Last night she got all dolled up and went out and before that her cell was in a buzzing frenzy of texts. I am coming to terms that she will make her own choices and I cannot do much about it. I never asked where she went or what time she would be home. Me and my boys had fun with a puzzle and a wrestling match.

My biggest fear was that I would not get to see my boys when the house sells but there is no reason I cannot request 50/50 custody for my boys. Sure it will be challenging being a single father of 2 and with my recent changes I feel fully prepared to raise them equally.

I am noticing more questionable behaviors with my wife that I overlooked in the past. Yelling at the kids more frequently, apathetic, lack of emotion, ignoring there cries while continuously on facebook, going out with a new crop of friends. She is a different person of that who I married 5 years ago. The more I read up on SSRI’s and the long term effects it has, the more I am recognize she is a shell of a wife that I once knew. I really wish I can be more of a help to her with her depression but she is keeping an emotional distance from me. This will have to be a journey only she can decide if she wants to continue with. I will always be there for her and keep a loving distance for the sake of the family.

Continuing with my self improvements, and really enjoy who I have now become. Got my 3 month AA chip a few weeks ago!