Ok I didn't confront W about her extra stop before coming home it actually stopped for the last 3 days so I'm dropping that for now.
So now after contemplating for a few days now about me moving out of the house, I decided I won't move. I just can't stomach that my kids will think that I left them. My W is the one that checked out of the marriage if anything she should move. But she won't and really I can't force her to move out.
So what's left, I got to try something different. I got to go dark real dark. I'm thinking of moving to s13s room, cutting me out to family outings like visiting in laws. This is different because the last year and a half we've been going to family gatherings like we're still a family. Well my w doesn't want this marriage and have suggested in house separation. That's what I'm going to do and I will also act as we're done. She's just going to have to explain to her family that there's no more us.
How long will this last. I don't know but I know I have to try something different.
It's GAL time.
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
