Thank you, GTO, Busting and SS. I had a restless night, waking up and thinking about all of this.
I feel very uncomfortable giving up 100% of my rights to this money, so I'll say this to my H and try to come up with a compromise.
Also, I had a really weird dream about a woman coming into my living room. I asked her who she was and she only smiled. I asked her to leave, so she did. And there was a guy waiting for her in a car. I thought the guy was my H, but when I looked closer, it wasn't. I looked into the guy's eyes and he also smiled. But it was like a creepy smile. I yelled, "I have your license plate!" He nodded and drove off. When I got up, I jotted down the numbers and letters of the plate that I remembered, and googled them. The top two search results were weird: one was the securities exchange commission (could this be related to the money I'm giving up on?) and the second one was Chaitanya Bhagavata, which leads me to the ancient Indian scriptures. SO WEIRD.
I was also riled up bc I saw that my H added the woman he's seeing to his LinkedIn account. I'm his business contact, so that's why I saw the update. She is a Children's books librarian. As much as I'm working on detachment, this upset me. I feel he is disrespecting me. Can he just keep his antics private until we get D??? I'm not asking for much.
