It sounds as if you are suffering from PTSD. Have you spoken to your therapist about it? I don't know the treatment for it but I would think it's a normal reaction to what you've been through.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing