Thanks cadet! I am working very hard on this and am VERY focused.
I am in a separate bedroom but still in the house. My 180s are- I used to drink 2-3 adult beverages a night - not one since the bomb Drop below 200 lbs - lost 38 lbs so far ...27 to go Complete a 5k on July 4 Pay off all debt on credit report
My wife still interacts with me -she initiates conversation and I stay positive and I've stopped reading her texts and snooping computer history but I still backslide with exposing emotion. Yesterday morning when she came home while holding my d I looked at her and said We miss you........I know I need to stop that and am working Very hard at it.
I'm here because you are all the most positive people I have ever "met" and I read all of your posts and am amazed. I need a lot of friends who can help guide me in this because we are not past gone-but I need to work on myself first and protect that beautiful little princess of mine
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
