I've read all...so glad snodderly has personalized advice for everyone, yet mostly applicable to all.
Just wanted to tell you a thought.
I took the Mustang out today, convertible style, and was listening to that song from CSN "long time gone" like I did six months ago when I was in the throes of sorrow.
You know, truly in my sitch, the darkest hour WAS just before the dawn! The pain has been so intense. But there is some relief from it now. We are working on "us", not to minimize we have a long way to go. I'll post an update on my sitch maybe tomorrow.
I was thinking of this dark hour for you. Very dark and discouraging but you have grown so much as a man, you are handling it maturely. (yes, you have those temptations like we all do....)
So...perhaps the dawn will be soon. Perhaps.
Thinking of you, As always, rH
Me54/H47 '08 H is "done" March '12 H moved out Brink of D, December '12 2014 totally reconciled! ...... "I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal." Jim Conway