Wendylon, I hadn't seen your post of 3/11. Your H's behavior after drinking is not good at all. I'd be scared too.
I can see you're questioning your desire to stay in the M when you say that you are better off staying together now. You can choose to focus on the positive and continue offering love to your H, but you also need to think about yourself. Are you happy being married to your H?
It's good you have the guy helping you with S13. I can only imagine how hard that is...
