Floydie......hugs to you. Hang in there, stop spinning....it seems everywhere you look you see a mess....methinks you are projecting a bit. Lol. Step back, calm, and we have a space on the blanket for you.
Big breath....Let go....come to the blanket, we have wine....and chocolate.
Sorry you are living so close to Crazyville, try to get out more often :))