How is your back doing? You may be doing too much lifting and/or standing, as well as the stressors at home are taking their toll on you physically.

Try to pamper yourself a bit w/a nice bubblebath and candles.

Please take care of yourself.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.