Sometimes she is quite lucid and can see what her actions are doing.
Most of the time, however, she is completely thoughtless and selfish and thinks only of the "fun" and how she cannot resist it (or him).
The 180 is going well. Having limited contact would be difficult as neither of us have full time jobs and we still live together. GALing could certainly be a problem. My life has been my wife and children. I've rarely done anything separately from them and I can't involve my children in everything I do now.
Aargh. It's been a bad day but just a month or two ago I probably would've considered this a good one so that's progress, I suppose. It's so hard at times but I suppose that's because it's so important.
Sorry to see that you are divorced after being happy for so long and with 2 young children. That's such a shame. I hope that life is getting better for you.
Me: 42 W: 40 M: 18 T: 20 D13 D10 S7 BD: 8/2012 Still living together
