Here we go loopty loo. Here we go loopty li.

[sweetbabyred]

TVS, most of my H's demons began when he was just a preteen, so it had nothing to do with me either.

And like you, I'm making sure that if/when I am out of this marriage, I can walk out with my head held high, knowing that I did the best I could and have nothing to be sorry for.

Looking back, I'm not sure if we had a chance of having a successful marriage. I hit rock bottom during BD and have spent that time improving myself. H ran and is just now starting to deal with things, so he's much further behind me.

All you can do is take care of yourself. And have hope that things will work out for the best, even though we may not know what that will look like.