Another bad today. I think a lot of the trouble is because of this whole situation I really don't think I've mourned the death of my Dad and sometimes it all gets too much.
Today I am in a place where I don't know if I have the energy to continue with this attempt to reconcile with my W. If she is so certain that OM is "the one" is there really any point? Am I not just wasting time and energy?
I don't know... hate days like this.
Dropped my boy off at school this morning - I don't see him again until Sunday. It hurts him as much as it hurts me.
W 39 Me 33 M 9yrs 8 year old Son ILYBINILWY - Dec 12 W moved out - Jan 2013 OM - Jan 2013 I file for D - May 2013
