Treading water

[Grizz]

Thanks labug. I just took "normal" to be, act as I acted before I got all down and mopey. That is not me. I am such an upbeat person. Very energetic. But when I thought something was wrong with US, it sent my head spinning.

I never really nagged her before. So that was definitely different.

But you are correct that I am sad. I am trying so hard to put on a happy face. It has definitely improved but I still have work to do.

It's kind of ironic that one of the things that she doesn't like is seeing me down and mopey but her being withdrawn because I am down and mopey makes me down and mopey.

I have stopped talking to her friends. I am GALing some. Alot with my girls. I have been reading more (never was a reader) and going to ball games.

Thanks again for checking in.