What would knowing his motivations or what he's thinking help you? You know for certain that right now he doesn't want to be in a marriage and as painful as that is, that's your reality. So think about who you want to be, what you want your life to look like and start moving toward that. It won't happen today or next week, maybe not even next month but continuing to move forward will get you through each day. Try a new hobby, learn something new, volunteer.
What was the plan about your D's college and why has that changed now? What is your D's plan?
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
