Ok wow. I am posting from my phone and I guesss the page wasnt refreshing. Before posting my oost to 25, her post was the only one showing. Now I see countless other ones since then.

I skim read them because I am in the car going home. But I will re read all of them and try to address sandi, another stander blake, and anyone else I missed...

I appreciate all the interest guys. I really do. Like I said earlier in this thread, I need some motivation. I love my wife very much and miss her terribly, and just need some of you kind folks to remind me to keep it together, keep fighting this honorable fight, and I like to hear that I can do this! Because honestly I have my doubts some days

Ok everyone. Take care and I will be sure to respond as soon as I can have some alone time with the laptop.

Me, H-34 now 38
W-32 now 35
T-13 now 18 years
M-6 now 9
Daughter 3 years now 7
Bomb 11/27/12 - OM
1 year in house separation
Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017